Zindagi Tere Bina Love Story Hindi story 2019

Hello friends my name is Ayesha, i am a lecturer in accountancy. For the first time i m sharing my life expirence, well from my school days to till i finish my graduation i never indulged my self into this love stuff. Kyun ki mai aise hi pali badi thi.Meri Love Story kuch alag type ki hai. Mere b.com khatam hone ke baad mere parents ne mere liye ladka dhund na shuru kadiya aur mere shaadi kardi par wo ladka janwar se bhi battar tha. mujhe maarta peeta for no reason..Uski in harkato ke wajese mai ne mera baccha bhi khodiya, mere ab bardasht ke bahar tha isliye mai ne divorce liya aur dahej ke saare paise bhi mere parents ne liye. Fir uske baad mai apni life ko dheere deere aage badane lage aur m.com correspondance ke liye apply kia. kyun ki mai us time part time job kar rahi thi.Fir ek din zindagi ne fir se mod li, mere mom ki badi behen ka ladka uska bhi talaq(divorce) hogaya tha to mere parents aur uske parents ne socha ki hum dono akele hai kyun na hamari shaadi karde aur shaadi kardi. Par kisi ne mere marzi hi nahi puchi bas apne maan me aaya kardiya. Par shaadi ke baad pata chala ki wo ladka infutin hai aur us ke saat saat us ladke aur us ki family ko dahej ki itne lat ki mai bata nahi sakti.mera m.com khatam hote hi fouran mai ne job ke liye apply kardiya aur bhagwan ki daya se mujhe kaam bhi mil gaya. mere saari salary inlogon ko de deti ta ki wo log mere parents se kuch na maange as wo infutin tha to hum log ek hi kamre me alag alag sote aur mai ne kai baar kosish bhi ki us ko doctor ke paas le jaane ki par wo log ulta mujhe hi galiyan dene lagte.Mai dobara divorce nahi chah ti thi kyun ki mere parents ki izzat chali jati aur mere bhai ko koi ladki na deta 4 saal se sabar kiya par har din halat battar hote gaye mera husband mujh se baat tak nahi karta shaadi ki raat jo baat ki bas fir uske baad 4yrs se wo mujh se baat hi nahi krta in halato se tang aa kar mai ne suicide ki bhi koshish ki par nakam rahi.Kyun ki mujhe afsos hai zinda rehne ka. Mera ek facebook me friend tha wo dubai me engineer hai wahi kaam karta hai par uski family india me rah ti hai, usko mujh se pyar tha aur ek din usne mujhe propose bhi kiya tab mai ne usko meri saari life history batai aur pucha ki kya yeh sab jaan ne ke baad bhi tum mujh se pyar karo ge.to usne kaha haan i love you. more than my self mai tumhari honesty se tumhari voice se bohot pyar karta hu. Tum ghabrana mat mai aake tumhare parents se baat karun ga hamare baare me bas tum mere sath rehna. I trusted him compleatly cause hum dono ek dusre ke acche dost hai uske propose karne se pehle se.Ab mera divorce case chal raha hai par wo thode mahino se mujh se theek se baat nahi kar raha aur wo india aa chuka hai par ek baar bhi mera haal nahi pucha. Bohot dard hota hai mai usko jaan se bhi zayada pyar karti hu. mai ne usse pucha bhi hai ki jo tumhare mann me hai boldo mujhe bura nahi lage ga par wo mere sms ka jawab nahi deta aur na hi call receive kar ta hai.Darr lagta hai ki fir wo dhoka dega to. Par dil keh ta hai wo dhoka nahi dega.. I dont no ki kya huwa hai usko. Par ab bhi mai uska intezaar kar rahi hun. Kya wo mujh se pyar karta hai ki nahi i dont no. Usi ke khayalo me dubi rehti hu uski pyar bhari baato me khoi rehti hu.Sath me darr bhi hai ki agar wo mujhe beech rah me akela kargaya to. Mai nahi seh paungi itne gamo ko shayad mar jaungi. Dosto duva karna ki mujhe mera pyar miljyae warna mujhe maut miljaye. Kyun ki aisi zindagi se maut behtar hai.